The second thing i miss is to lift the arms up. He said when i was okay i forgot to lift my arms up while making dua. I wish i could go back to that time and compensate. He said when I was healthy I didn’t lift the Quran enough. Now I wish that I can have my arms to lift the Quran up so I can read the words of Allah (SWT).
And the last one is I miss the most is whenever Eid comes i used to hug my mother but now when Eid comes I miss that my mother hugs me and I can’t hug her back. So my mother as Allah mentions in the Quran that the parents are the source of mercy I which I can hug my mother as she hugs me. These things are from his instinct, he doesn’t need to think about them.